October 16th, 2010 Saturday Fine
It is a special day for me today. I took the HSK exam(HSK——han yu shui ping kaoshi ——chinese text for students learn chinese as a second language) advanced. I got up early to prepare to go to Beijing Language University to take the exam. It felt come the moment I stepted out of my dorm—it is late autum. But it was as warm as sparing in Beijing. But the fine weather which is totally different from that in Tianjin made me feel that I was welcomed by Beijing. Unconcously, I got a feeling that everything should be a surprise for me.
The train took me to Beijing. South Train Station After my arrival, I transferred to subway and got off at Wudaokou staion. It was 7:30—relatively long before the beginning of the exam. Thus I paced to the exam place, listening to the music. There were already a lot of peoplw waiting for the exam to start then I got there. Some were talking while they others were reading their notebooks. I felt I could not waste mt time either. So I decided to open my notebook. But I saw an oldclasmate when I just opened the book which I closed later. Then we started to talk to make ourselves feel less presured.
I took a deep breath after I sat on my seat a moment before the exam started. The questions were not too difficult. I finished all the questions one by one with a smile because I did not feel any pressure. It was like when I did the modle exams at home. We had a ten minutes break after the first part of the exam. Dduring the break I noticed that people there had various expressions. Some looked very low and some were radiant with hapioeness. I recalled all the efforts I made before. In this way, I did the writing and oral test without much difficulty.
Then the exam ended, I was totally prssure-free. It was like I just put down a heavy burden. I met a schoolmate who is studying as a MA in Qinghua University on my way home. I intended to show off that I did very well in the exam but what was beyound my consideration was that he beated me by saying this: It is nothing at all.if I attened this exam, I would be able to pass level 11 without any efforts. I did not feel good for his words, thinking that he should not have said that to me who is four years younger than him. But I got his text message on the train back to Tianjin. It said:” It will not surprise me if you pass level 11 of HSK. You deserv this honor. I am proud that you are my younger schoolmate. Wish you can make a big progress. Take care on the way and rest well when after you arrived.”I was deeply moved by his words—what a good elder brother.
After my arrival, I tidied my room. It had been in a mass after a long time of not being cleaned. Now, I am sitting in front of my desk, writing my journal. Ah! No matter good or bad the result is, I will not regret or feel pitty because I have tried all I can. There was an old saying: “Try your best and wait for God’s decision.” Now all I can do is to wait for what God says in the end. I have never been so hard-working before. I firmly believe that I definetly can win Level 11. Iwant to say something to myself in the end: “具本儒(Chianese name:Ju Ben-ru/Korean name:Ku Bon-yu),you really worked hard and now you deserve a good rest. Now, go to bed and relex. Your life of studying aborad is still going on. Hope you can go on persuiting best from good! ” I felt I was a bit wordy so I went to bed.
日记一篇
2010年10月16日 星期六 晴 （韩国）具本儒
今天是特别的日子，就是有“高等汉语水平考试”的日子。我一大早就起来准备去北京语言大学考试。我一出门就感到深秋的寒气，但到北京恰恰相反，北京像欢迎我来考试似的，天气跟春天一样暖和。所以我不知不觉的有了吉祥的预感。
到了北京南站，匆匆地坐地铁到了五道口。那时七点半左右，离考试时间还有很长时间。于是我听着音乐，慢慢地走向考场。到考场一看，已经有很多人等着考场开放。有的人跟朋友唧唧喳喳地聊天儿，有的人看自己以前学习时的笔记。我也觉得不能浪费这段时间，在打开了一本以前的笔记的刹那我遇到了上个学期的同班同学酒井理步。我就合上了本子跟她聊到进入考场的时间，以减轻对考试的紧张。
我找到我的座位坐下，做了几次深呼吸，过了一会儿考试开始了。考试不太难，感觉和在家里做模拟考试问题时一样，所以我带着微笑一个一个地回答问题。前一部分的考试结束以后十分钟的休息时间我看到了人们各种各样的表情，有的人垂头丧气、有的人满面春风，我在悲喜交集的场合里回想我以前的努力，越想越有自信，所以后一段的写作和口语考试也轻轻松松成功地考完了。
整个考试结束，我的心如释重负，开心得很。回家的路上我顺便跟在清华读研究生的学长见了面，我心里想向他炫耀自己，但反而被他打击。他说：“小小的HSK考试应当取得11级，如果我考，用脚趾头也能得到11级”。我当时心情很不好，心想对比自己小四岁的学弟怎么这么说话。可是我在回天津的火车上收到了学长发来的短信：“对你来说取得11级不足为奇，是应该的。我作为一个学长为有你这样的学弟而骄傲，希望你更上一层楼。，考试辛苦了，路上小心，快回去休息。”好个学长，这样鼓励我，我深深地感动了。
回家以后，收拾了好久没整理而乱七八糟的屋子，现在坐在桌子前写着今天的日记，啊！无论结果好还是不好，我尽力了，没有丝毫的遗憾。古话说“尽人力而听天命”，我只能等待这个“天命”下来。我从来没有这么认真地学习过，相信一定能得到我梦想的11级。最后我想对自己说几句话，：“具本儒，辛苦你了。快睡觉去，你的留学生活还没结束，希望你精益求精！”知道啦，知道啦，少罗嗦，我睡觉去了。
